i am so scared to tell you the truth
The truth or a lie,i can never choose
My mind tells me we are only friends
But my heart tells me we are soul mates
Every time we meet and talk face to face
i wish we could stay there for many days

Maybe you are kind of wondering why
all this time i have been living a lie
pain and pleasure are all the same
When i see you,i am always glad you came
but at the same time,i am so sad
Cause not having you is driving me mad

I just taught it out,what if i told you?
i started to think what would you do?
You being the angel that you really are
the perfect person,that to me you are
would tell me gently,you want me as a friend
and that you didn't say it just to offend
You will say we will always be close
and i would feel a great loss
But you would never treat me the same
and i would always feel the shame

i wish i could be with you just for one day
i wish i could say what I've always wanted to say
Its not because of your looks,though you are beautiful
Its not because of your charm,though thats what you are full of
There is only one thing that makes sense of the things i do
and that reson is that simply i love you

I know i have been Acting weird
I know all the wrongs i did
Its not that i want to be like this
Its still you that i want to be with
But the funny thing is, now i am afraid
All those little things have gotten to my head
Those little times you were not you
Those little unusual things you use do

Even when i am with you now a days
I find my memory of you just fades
To be replaced by something else
Something to replace your old face
I look at you and i cant see you
You are no longer the person i knew
And i just stand there confused
feeling all broken and mis-used

And now i can no longer look at you
and watch you do the things you do
In my heart there was some debating
and now i am no longer waiting
Its time i moved on
Its time for me to be gone
but i'll never be free from you
No matter where i am or what i do

Long poems just seem to go on and on without any real point and end. The shorter ones are really good at being beautiful but they just don't seem good at expressing themselves...

No words come to mind, when I am thinking of you

No memory of you or of what we use to do

I have erased you from my mind

What is more, I’ve left you behind

And I don’t think of you at all

Can’t even hear you call

Now I can say once and for all

That you are really gone

But you are not gone

I remember you every time I’m home

Every moment I am alone

Remembering we were one

But now you are unreachable

Still unforgettable

I’ll never be okay

Till I’ve forgotten all the way

Cause you are something else

You’re a different case

I don’t understand why

But for you I would still die

Don’t know why it is so

But I thank God because it is so

You’re the reason I wake up everyday

The reason for every word I say

I really want to forget you

But I always knew

I never wanted to

I know I sound confused

But that’s because I am confused

But there is one thing that I am not confused about

That it’s only you I can’t live with out

So it’s me sitting here and writing this

To remind myself of the end of things

How it all came to a halting end

How I lost in getting ahead

So let me say goodbye

And don’t ask me questions that make me lie

Cause I could be honest about a thousand things

But I could never be honest about my feelings

So when things have an end at last

And your footprints leave no dust

When I can’t follow where you are gone

When I am finally all alone

Know that all I ever had for you

Was love.